let's all party

2011-03-20T01:40:00.000-07:00

it has been at least three years since my maternal grandma passed away.
my family and i went to pay our respects.
it was a lethargic feeling. not easily explained.

however, i just feel that if she was still alive till now how glad would everyone be.
my mum still talks about how she was not enjoying herself during her late years.

and so the sky was overcast. and we were on our way. this was the first time i experienced
having a meal right in the rain!!! literally...-_-'''

2011-03-09T19:19:00.001-08:00

have you ever drink until so drunk that you dun even noe whu you were
who you were with, and the reason for drinking so much?

i did... for heaven sake why did i drink so much. i really didnt noe the reason
maybe i just am a drunkard, i just want to use alcohol to numb myself from the
harsh reality.

now i feel i have a phobia towards drinking - getting drunk. it still hurts now when i cough
my stomach hurts so badly from all the vomiting i had to experience after being drunk

it sucks!!!

2011-03-07T07:27:00.001-08:00

today went to SPCA...
TODAY WENT TO SPCA!!! and saw the dogs and cats and rabbits. all the poor fellows, but i have nothing to offer them.

i wonder do i deserve a pat on the shoulder for being such a good boy for updating my blog!!!
haha viewer or viewers please shower your pats on me!!! haha if you wish to

today was such a tiring day!!
long long day that i had to walk around and made my legs so suan....
but at least i brought my fren out made her feel less lonely!!

attachment gonna start wat it gonna be?

2011-03-02T06:57:00.000-08:00

woohoo!! sucker punch that marthar farther exams paper!!!
no more such mind boggling, brain cells killing, vein bursting experience.
whats more, i had fun having the you stalk me i stalk you bus rides from ngee ann all the way to orchard!!! woohoo was really fun!

then we had sakae sushi!!? like damn long before i had buffet. haha!! was damn epic when we had the lunch session. we played games to see who is to eat the sushi as all of us alrdy damn full.

however the dissatisfying part of the day was watching the movie. an M-18 movie. made me want to laugh made me wanna slp. M-18 why? cause got porno scenes lah!!! but not alot!! just two scenes.

to all those who are still studying good luck have fun!!!

2011-02-18T22:41:00.000-08:00

One interesting thing happened today...
that is... i woke up at 630 am today and it is a sat!!! OMG!!
i signed up for this OCBC 2011 volunteer event and the briefing is today
SO have to wake up F- early. My god. was damn tired the other day

the whole briefing only lasted like 2 hours! haiz all for the love of cca points hahaha *practical face*
wow at least today i had my frenz if not sure no mood ar!!!

i got to admit my mind is so F-up now!! why at this time. it feels like my mind is being brought on a ride. emotions are on this fantastic roller coaster which i am not in control of. I dont noe how to deny such emotions. Please save me.

2011-02-17T20:36:00.000-08:00

I cant believe it.... I actually promised a kid that I would update my blog and let her read to pass time
the promise is if she study I would update my blog.
SIHUI ARGH sihui.... you better fulfill your part of the promise
if not you will get it from me.

Any interesting thoughts at the moment?...hmm...
not really just that yesterday was the last day of my school term and attachment is coming like real soon after my exams. My class is going to be split up when i return to my last sem. So..So..So.. not looking forward to it. My class is gonna be split up why?!! the thought of it makes me feel sick.
Oh My Tian...

just hope that we could have gatherings and meet up more often.
wish to meet up with lots of peepos after examinations.

currently waiting for my lunch... stomach growling... YES growling!!
shall come back when there is more interesting things to blog

*you hurt me*

2011-02-03T04:17:00.000-08:00

Happy New YEAR to the {eople out there!!!!
everyone RUXS!!!
every post is dedicated to the person whu is gonna view this blog!!!
Chinese New Year is nothing special to me!!!
just another day where I am able to slack; guilt-free!!!

Wish to share this music:

lastly to end it off, shall share this picture...

2011-01-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

serious boredom and dun wanna make someone "suffer" just because no blog to read!!!
so here i am once again on this blogger webpage doing some serious blogging by
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posting some pictures that i have take last year!!!
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2010-11-16T08:47:00.000-08:00

My body is sooo gonna ache like nobody's business!!!
today is damn slack but at the same time damn shag...
i manage to learn about how to unpack and store goods in a warehouse... (inbound)
useful in my course^^V
WSS you are such a killer!!!
want my life onlY......

on a brighter note, i dun have school today !!! haha
not at all does it sounds more sunny brighter!!!

2010-11-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

ever wonder-ed why would you smile?
-when a person Whu annoys you it takes 42 muscles to frown, but it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and B--slap that motherFU* upside down!

i was so silly... i could see you smile all day long in your pictures and with other ppl!

...whenever i see you i only see the frowns on your face...

Smile and rejoice, cause you always have someone there to hear your woes and give you a shoulder to cry on.

2010-11-13T02:09:00.000-08:00

Home sweeT HomEE... -.- nothing beats the smell of home? haha!!!
it is great to be back home after like 2 days of staying in school.
and I cant imagine the day i came back from Wuhan china.....
i totally dun feel like i am home..."yet"....oPpPs!
ok shall not ponder/wonder too much later gonna emo again... NAH!!!
haha?!?!?!

*I am sick and tired of going through this vicious cycle again. hit me when the thing ends*

2010-11-12T11:19:00.000-08:00

finally...finally...finally... hi club opening ceremony is like came to an end.
it was really a great Great night. really love the whole day other than the busy busy schedule that we had before the start of the ceremony..

oh and i found out that my fren was there... and she actually love it. love hi club love sign language. YaY-ness!!>

haPpY biRThDaY to jo..jo..JOanna!! haha
only able to celebrate with her by wishing her a birthday wish.

2010-11-08T07:35:00.000-08:00

Me: i arent feeling well, i have been missing people
You: why are you so weird? keep on missing people...
Me: i arent weird, i misses people cause i have a heart.

Do you have a heart? if you have one, then dont hurt others even if it is unintentionally!

Hi club opening ceremony is starting soon
i have a frenz birthday celebration on the same day and i wanna go badly
sianz... the sacrifies that i make!! ^.^
so not look forward to that day. :(

2010-11-07T04:10:00.000-08:00

it has been a rather busy wkend for me!!!
woohoo!! which spells good!! nothing but simple goodness 0(n.n)0

movie marathon-> cca performance meetup (dynamite) -> and rest at home!

i just wanna say:
who in the sane mind would be so mean to make her wait for him until so late!!!
Fark you!!

2010-11-02T00:49:00.000-07:00

"mine"

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now

it may be eternalty!!
no ones gonna believe me but i fell in love with you. (>.<)
but this is one thing that i am most afraid of!!

i do not want to lose you, but you are not even mine in the first place!!

* “Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”

2010-10-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

some over due pictures, which i think that it it very good to include it in my blog
all taken by my SONY ERRICSSON experia!

domino hearT! strong at first glance, falls at the second!!

it looks like a "destroyed" heart!

*can you spot the difference? *LOL*

I feel like holding you and make all the uneasiness in you fade away. seeing you being so uptight, makes me feel uneasy too. if a smile could really bring all the unhappiness or uneasiness away, i would make you smile for 24 hours daily!!!

2010-10-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

i have stop to be so emotional when i see the flashbacks and the videos made by other groups and our group.

i have chose to be brave and stand up to it. tell myself NO LONGER the emo kid!!!
arghhhh!!!

the meetings for us the 5th OIP peepo are getting lesser and lesser. however, we might be having a chalet and during that time, we shall all meet up and play hard together!!!
yea man, so looking forward to that!!!

2010-10-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

on 1st november, i am officially now a business and accountancy student!!!
woohoo!!
is there anything to celebrate about? haha i do not really see any point in having an form of celebration. Why? because, we will not be seeing any visible changes to our daily routine, daily studies. we are going to the same old blks for lectures and tutorials and etc, and we are getting the same lecturers, maybe there might be some changes to this. we will only see the real changes when we graduate, we graduate from the school of BA!!!

enuff with this talk!!

get back to a better mood. our Oip peepo, met up again! Arent that great?
we stayed in school like till 9 plus to do our project work and then we had our long awaited dinner !!! yea man!

>sch is still fine for this two days hope it stays the same, but i got some feeling that it will be like last semester!

(i would love give you a special nick, solely owned by me, to show the world that you are mine and mine alone. however, i know i wont be able to do it. cause i noe that no matter how hard i try, i will forget that beautiful face of yours! by the time i leave you)

2010-10-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

So CLOSE!!! PHEW~!

You�re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I�m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you�re beside me and look how far we�ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We�re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let�s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

[Thanks to Megan, Shaza, Ginny, Ashley, Michael for lyrics]

2010-10-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

"每个人都有自己的想法，都有自己的世界，
我想，只有内心一直抱有一种属于自己的希望
才会是你活下去的希望和精神支柱"

2010-10-21T20:13:00.000-07:00

what have we done.....

so far, into this last week of holidays, i have
went to chalet-> go sch do proj-> go sch do proj, and celebrate frenz birthday!!!

Happy Birthday BRENDA !!! although it is a belated birthday celebration, but it was also a good gathering. i hope we could still meet up to chit chat and talk and enjoy some time together.

2010-10-20T19:12:00.001-07:00

this is a long due post,
this event happened, back on monday, 18/10/10

what did i do?......

CLASS CHALET!!

it is organised by Hi club class somemore.

they are very bonded now that i have not seen them for 5 weeks

good sign, and even better news; they are going to continue hi club lessons
it was fun and a good get together, since we have not seen eaach other for qqquuiitteee long

*being emo doesnt means i am sad, being emo just means, i just want to relive the past for a moment and not able to comprehend the present at that very moment*

2010-10-13T09:31:00.001-07:00

Back from camp~ rightt?
welcome back peepo!
wonder how did it went, hmmmm......
today i had dinner with a special "someone"
i felt rather honored to be sitting with this person while dining.
i could only sae Woohoo!
it was my pleasure.

presenting the special guest

*drum roll*
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~TaDa~ arent he/she cute?

2010-10-12T09:13:00.000-07:00

you: Chocolate why are you melting
Chocolate: cause you are melting me with your warmth

day Nth:

how i wish i could stay longer in Wuhan,
the frenz are know here are so nice to me
i just wish i could spend more time with them.
how i wish i could turn the clock back to as to allow me to enjoy myself more

^^V missed!

2010-10-11T10:22:00.000-07:00

oie pig! how's life?

Pig: not so good
you: why no good?
Pig: cause it is boring without you inside!?

i miss i miss i miss miss miss.

2010-10-05T09:40:00.000-07:00

missu missu~ haha
getting emo again. NOOOOOOO~!
>one boi is missing some girl
>why like that?
>i duno leh

i wish i wish to use this rhyhm to make you pop out from the bottom of my heart.

let her go~
No way
she is mine!
*puff up cheeks and act cute* (^.^)

2010-10-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

let's not say goodbye

you might have your heart broken

i might not be able to fix your broken heart

however, i can give you my fragile heart

even if you breaks it

i wont mind, at least i have tried......

2010-09-30T09:14:00.000-07:00

lets talk about something here to make some people happy.

you dun be nervous kay

just breathe in breathe out

push.... push..... almost there

and tadaaa yours results are here fresh and nice. mmhmm

xue hua, i drink xue hua today. and it didnt taste very well. maybe cause i dun really drink liquer or beer. but it was worth the try.

today we had a treat from one of the local restuarant owner

he is very nice to ask us to go to his shop to have hotpot. what a nice guy

he even bought drinks, make popiah and treated us as guests.

2010-09-22T10:12:00.001-07:00

Wuhan over here is no fun at all
weather so cold and it changes so easily
arghhhh help me someone out there

let me close my eyes and once open, allow me to see you right in front of me
11:11 am/pm
i would wish for that to happen

emo-ing when you emo
wonders why no one cares to make you smile and allow you to emo for so long
better whack some sense into you

2010-09-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

going over to Wuhan in ...... 3 more daysss
OMFG very scared sia
haha
i dun wannna leave singapore
but the adventure in Wuhan is "pandora box" waiting for me to open it up
and who noes wat are the dangers i might meet

btw for those interested here is my wuhan blog link
--> haotengreachwuhan.blogspot.com

2010-09-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

todae marks the end of exams
for like think everyone in NP
cuase tmr is hari raya puasa
happy new year to my malay frenz

another paper think can score and hope can get A
INV marks the end of all exams for this sem whopeee~

after the papers went down to vivo to meet half of the DXs
to have dinner haha didnt really enjoyed dinner but
REAlly enjoyed the talking time
cause it was more fun then anything else

2010-09-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

todae is a pleasant day cause i had my second last paper Yippeee

and it was quite easy i must sae you rock man Daniel lim hahahah

cause he helped us alot woohoo.

so todae i am in a great mood.

2010-09-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

started to blog again after so long
and felt like posting those stupid stuffs and then wait after a while and come back to read
this arent retarded
it is 1233 am on a sunday night.
and i am supposed to go to bed so that i can wake up early tmr to study again
haha although it seems to be no life but i dun really care!!!
need to get a good grade for this module
*i see you i started running*
some random stuffs and nothing-to-doness...
felt like blogging but when i log on i forgot wat i wanted to blog

p.s. byl will always be byl and you upgrade to bully now

2010-09-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

todae when out to have dinner at cathay de` nihon mura
the food was really expected haha
cause before that i researhed online abt the restaurant
the ppl's view abt the place
it was totally wat the past diners said
ambience was ok while some places are dimly lit
the food are of limited choices
the services over at the place wasnt really fantastic
although i wasnt really expecting fantastic but at least have a standard ma!
worst of all the cashier maybe she is a little tired, she typed in the wrong amount of plates we ate
therefore resulting us having to pay more
luckily cheryl our da jie saw it and ask them to make amendments and stuffs
HAHA it was a relax day for me yippeee!!

p.s. i totally love my blogskin

2010-09-01T08:14:00.001-07:00

finally had my blogskin changed
felt that my last blogskin really is too dull
monster eats everything? haha the monster theme is like so old
oppsie hopes the monster doesnt see this and comes and eat me wahaha
but ohwells change a new skin change a new attitude change a new me!!!
hope it really does
but something did change recently
but nope i shall not put it right here on my blog
shall keep it somewhere safe

back to the studying state~

2010-08-27T21:05:00.000-07:00

happy birthdae to you ZN~
whee yesterdae we celebrated da jie birthdae
at pizza hut
although it was just normal pizza but it was really yum!
and surprisingly, dun why yesterdae got so many ppl celebrate their birthdae at pizza hut
the birthdae song keep sounding
haha we listen to a few versions of it liao lor
it was a great day out

2010-08-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

YEA todae was my class 1B outing
it was great haha
expected to have more turning up
but in the end only have 11 ppl
however, onli a few of us left
we watched the PCK the movie

haha it was a dissappointment! haiz
i would onli give it 2/5 for the movie
it was totally very poor for the whole thing haha

then we had card game session
*murder* *indian poker* *uno* *hearyt attack*
heart attack was the most high, not onli did we play until very high, we also lost two cards in the process. LOL it was a total failure man
but it was really great.

then at night we had truth or truth
"heart to heart talk"

noe more about each other

2010-08-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

woohoo i signed the national pledge todae. Yay!!

how could someone fall in love with another person so fast? hmm i wonder.......

2010-06-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you i luv you

sometimes it is not about i luv you

it is about being there for that special someone

knowing their needs but yet not too much that will irk them

2010-06-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

todae was no is awesome hahaha

went for sports deafinitely and enjoyed my day by playing sports with frenz from touch silent club

although at the start there were alot of "cock ups" but luckily it still went quite smoothly so it was

a fun and meaningful day man

wished that there can be more such events

to let our mind rest away from our hectic school work.

2010-06-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Michelle's 18th opps 19th birthdae

happy birthdae michelle aka baka shi fu

yesterdae was a totally failure to surprise michelle

but who cares

most importantly is we as her frenz have celebrated her birthdae with her

woohoo it was greeeat!~

yesterdae's plans were

pasta de waruku -> club at st. james (first time ther, maybe cause still early so not much ppl not wat i expected) -> slack at vivo roofgarden and the gals camwhore~

on a side note

Manfred if you are looking at this you better treat michelle good i noe she is demanding like almost all the time but you stop being so violent to her

2010-03-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

woohoo~
back from camp and it is like totally *awesome*
cause first time camp go loft slp
and the programs was like not bad but very tiring
can kill ar
run here run there
walk here walk there
wait here wait there
always here and there
none stop
camp 2 nights, 2 nights also like 5 am then slp
totally shag sia

2010-03-17T10:22:00.000-07:00

ka-pow chiong argh!!~~~
yes i got it finally
and lastly where is the vouchers located

these are things tat you can find if you were working at the cashier in ck tangs for these two days
wa like totally packed sia
first time get to see such first hand action
and is live somemore
fun ar
haha
todae oso noe ppl from different walks of life
got younger than me the got older than me the got same age as me the
alot of ppl jiu dui le
tmr last day to work at ck tangs then following day is Hi Camp!~
yipeee

ice cream gal can ge wo yi ge ai the bao bao can?

2010-03-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

after looking at these pics you might be wondering y so emo?!

LOL

cause these pics are to remind me that i can nv be like those "fruits"

--> those sad faces

2010-03-12T07:13:00.000-08:00

Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

2010-03-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

yea my holidae starts to look more "vibrant"
not slacking at home
but is going out at least for a meal and arcade rofl and more talking cock!~
hope tat my job applications will go through to the companies
and hope tat they will accept me and give me a reply asap
*fingers crossed*

2010-03-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

Day # 19

todae was an "awful" day
cause todae went out with my frenz!?~ haha
and played mahjong too although i was quite the noob la

and i finally came to an decision
i will totally erase you from my mind
forget you kick you out of my mind

however i will find another place for you to settle in
which is my heart
cause the mind will sometimes play tricks on ppl
while the heart will not
i noe i truely loves you

2010-03-03T07:26:00.000-08:00

Day #17

what can i really give you?
sitting crossed leg and making buddha hands and meditate
thinking of wat is truely me and what do kind of things you want
*total blank* cause i dun even noe a single thing about you

step 2
get to noe you more
ok this is wat i shall do the next time
i onli noe you dun like eggs haha

2010-03-02T07:26:00.001-08:00

wassup with the anoying orange

2010-03-01T20:50:00.000-08:00

Day #16

wa todae when i login in to facebook

wo jiu yi ge happy lor haha

cause i saw this

my lover for the day is you wahaha

after seeing this

i just wish that the day can past slowly

casue i wish that you can be my lover of the day "forever"

2010-03-01T07:16:00.000-08:00

Day #15

sch holidaes finalyl starts and it arent a pretty scene
holidaes now = find work and earn money
which is totally taxing
haha everyday must think abt work work work
and money money money

2010-02-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

Day #14

yesterdae was like hell
wat did i do to make you "avoid" me
i can sense everything

do i have the guts to not give up?

you make me look like a crybaby
you make me cry till my eyes are dry
and my throat is sore

2010-02-26T23:54:00.000-08:00

Day #14

woah the time sure past quickly
let me check
there is still 6 more days to my confession
wonder it will work a not
dun worry i have been prepared for a long time

2010-02-26T06:03:00.000-08:00

Day #13

missed a day of missing you
wat to do
maybe need to cramp all those itl things into my mind
then the images of you was pushed out
but now all back in le

i love my eyes cause U looks into it
i love my life cause U are in it

2010-02-24T04:15:00.001-08:00

Day #11

you came to "knock on my door" todae and yet i kept you outside
what kind of a bastard am i?
you gave a chance and came over to talk
however, i could only reply with a word of: "hi!"
i find myself to be such a loser

countdown: 9 more days

2010-02-23T07:31:00.001-08:00

Day #10

after thinking through
i finally got an answer to a qns that was kept in me
yes i do love you

countdown: 10 more days

2010-02-22T00:11:00.000-08:00

Day #9

another day at home mugging for exams
which i find it to be very good
cause i can totally keep you out of my mind
up until the time when i look at your pic that was my hp wallpaper

but i quickly dismissed the idea of thinking about you and continue on with my work

i saw this on my frenz pm

would you rather be her best fren forever? or will you step out bravely and be her boyfren?

2010-02-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

Day #8

I luv you I luv you
I luv you I luv you I luv you I luv you
I luv you I luv you I luv you I luv
I luv you I luv you I luv you
I luv you I luv you I luv you

i dun want to sae this how many times but i noe that your reply will be

i DUN luv you

oh well at least you have it your way

2010-02-20T04:36:00.000-08:00

Day #7

this day is such a good day
cause todae is the first of our exam paper
todae when i first woke up i just hope that you can tell me to jiayou
but dun have nvm hha
then when i go to sch
i hope tat i can see you in sch
but dun have nvm haha

2010-02-19T03:10:00.000-08:00

Day #6

let me update alittle on day #6
Day #6 is passing by pretty nicely
as i did not think of you for quite some time
i can control myelf
more and MORE
sounds like a drug addict HAHA

2010-02-17T08:52:00.000-08:00

Day #4

it is day number four and i am still missing you
i wonder how long will it last
it is like testing my patience
i hope it will be too short
then it will mean that i am not worthy to love you
at least i can control abit
just abit haha

2010-02-16T18:18:00.000-08:00

Day #3

another day without being able to talk to you
it feels awful in side me
what can i do?
i can only wait.....and wait.....
waiting for the very day to come

2010-02-15T04:47:00.001-08:00

Day #2

are you so busy nowadays?
or are you avoiding me?
y? i haven done anything wrong
i wish to talk to you soon
i miss you
if you were right in front of me now
i will not care about wat others think and hug you
but i noe it will nv happen

11:11 will nv come

2010-02-15T01:53:00.000-08:00

Day #1

can i just tell you how i feels? how much i love you?
cause it is totally driving me nuts
i practically needs to see you everyday in order for me to feel better
is they what ppl saes fallin in love
if so, it really is torturous
if not, i think i am doing mad
and this feeling sux

2010-01-02T04:14:00.000-08:00

“爱情可以若不堪言，
去让人舍不得放弃，
那种感觉很烦，"
爱情为何要那么地烦人？

2009-12-30T22:43:00.000-08:00

time flies
cause of * fly ppl fly*
everyone is using their fastest ever speed in competing with time
ZOOM ZOOM ZOOOOOM~
final stop
and finally it is 2010 everyone

had an overnight singing K session. the experience was new to me
cause i dun sing K at the middle of the night
but woah quite worth it cause the ppl i went to sing K with were all very very enthu sia
sing until their voices all hoarse. hahaha

2009-12-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

woah one more wk left to sch reopen
wa so sianz sia
but duno y suddenly missed sch's canteen's food

yesterdae was like a day off for me
no need to worry abt work no need to go out in the afternoon and until night then can come back
the feeling so good can just slack at home and do praactically nothining

yesterdae having a dae off was worth it
cause i was able to catch the show "the promise" that was on chn U yesterdae night
the show is all so flowery " it is a sad love story"
with both the main chracters cannot be together
like the chinese movie: "liang shan bo yu zhu yin tai"

2009-12-17T04:44:00.000-08:00

todae is the second dae of holidaes rofl whee~
and is also the fifth dae to christmas~

todae was a sad episode of a failed outing of "L104"
it was supposed to be a sentosa trip but due to certain circumstances, - the rain, it was raining around the whole singapore from the wee hours.
*the world is coming to an end*

so the initial plan was to go vivo meet as usual to watch movie first then wait for the rain to stop but then suddenly changed of plans oso due to certain circumstances, - (no nice movie)

so the plan was changed, instead of vivo, we went to cine to watch movie, and we watche, couples retreat. the overall rating of this movie by me is erm not bad rather nice. the whole movie is for all to watch not onli couples. cause other than the hot passionate kissings and the R21 sexual scenes (that was not shown) there were also other parts like a body-builder-gayish-yoga teacher
the whole movie was hilarous with lots of fun and laughters.

2009-12-16T03:31:00.000-08:00

todae officially marks the dae to my school holidaes and it is funnn~ haha
yesterdae after the paper kong hock, manfred and me decided to have some programmes to do before going home cause go home oso nth much to do other than play games. so we went to play pool but the actual plan was to watch movie-( storm riders)

todae it was a fresh new daes with more happenings than yesterdae
todae was officially enthu club; e club, outing wheee~ it was so much fun
but it was ssad that not all the members were present
first stop was to go to chinatown to have brunch and wat we had was "dim sum" it has been ages since i had dim sum and this time round i was with enthu club ppl to join me in having dim sum.
then two members have to go off another sad moment when they parted with us *blow nose* boohoo~

then the remaining members, we go to illuma to enjoy a movie - (twilight new moon) and also go there to sightsee. the movie was surprisingly nice i didnt expect it to turn out like this.

and yea enthu club outing ended on a high note with more fun leaving for other times (hopefully still got other times)

2009-12-11T07:22:00.000-08:00

shocked me ~

whoo~ this is the first time i finally refreshed my blog space, wat a nice and wonderful post it will be. hmmm what sould i be blogging on ohhh yes the topic is on "the first time i saw a white sheet for a face" todae was finally the last class dae for the year cause next wk will be common test and OMG it is going to be the "holidaes" and hohoho "merry christmas" and then will be "happi new year" rofl all things line up like chu chu train like tat
oh back to the topic : todae is the first time i saw someone's face that can turn pale very pale very very pale. damn white sia scared me oso
drum rolls pls ......... the person is my botak aka da jie aka zhi ling fren
i was scared out of my wittes didnt expect such a thing to happen in sch but it still did!

2009-11-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

yes yes yes finally tmr is thursdae
and thursdae is the dae for Hi! club-ing LOL
and tmr 5 nov is the opening ceremony for Hi! club
so nice man haha
will be alot of performance omg
so excited

btw todae was like so suck lorrrr~
haha
cause todae wake up late
wait for bus damn long in the end wake all the way to another bus stop which is 3 bus stop away

but in the end i was late but lim chor pee like dun care haha so ok in the end
then my laptop internet tio prob then cannot use
must go IT helpdesk sianz
but lucky fix le
totally is a bad luck dae for me todae

2009-10-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

after so long i finally updated

but haiz wat to do my daes in sch so damn bored LOL but there were still some fun moments
like the

Hi! club recruitment drive

yipee finally got more classmates to join me in Hi! Clubbing ROFL
todae is sundae and this dae is like so going to over le haiz
but at least i spent my dae wisely haha
mornign went out to pay my respect to my late auntssss at mandai there
then after tat went to hav dim-sum version the lunch
soooo

good and yummy

then come home to use come and do homework
and that is abt it

ciao ciao

2009-10-15T18:36:00.000-07:00

after a long holidae i was able to go out
weeeeee~
yesterdae was so much fun haha
as i went to ecp with my Hi! club mates and instructors
but my butt is damn sore now due to the tupid bike
the funny part of the gathering is that we actually went to ntuc to buy snacks but in the end we bought a bunch of bananas *bananas in pyajamas* LOL
and we ate it along the way hahaha we sure are a bunch of monkeys
after the whole biking experience we were "stuck" in our paths as we duno where we should go to hav our lunch but it turn out to be lunch-dinner(lunner)
bread or rice* bread or rice* bread or rice* bread or rice* bread or rice* haha
we decided on the sakae sushi
then we went all the way back to parkway parade to eat rice
although the whole gathering wasnt much but it was a gret deal of fun!!~

2009-10-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

2009-10-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hi! closing ceremony OUR CLASS 1H!

2009-10-03T05:11:00.000-07:00

CAMP is sooooo fun
i mean Hi! camp is soooo fun haha
it was great that i joined in the camp
cause there is song signing session LOL
wat a great experience
but the first dae was like a total slack dae haha but at lesat can slack not bad
then there was nonight walk as well
instead it was changed to "scary room" haha
and there was this game called Hi! C.S.I. LOL
where by grps has to guess the murderer in the game

second dae of camp was total "disaster"
cause we played amazing race and our team didnt do well
as we couldnt guess wat the clue given to us meant totally wth!
at evening time it was more fun as we had water games wahahaha
funny thing was tat the balloon used to fill the water did not burst when being thrown around -.-!!
then it was practical test at night
wa damn stress sia need to act as a teacher and conduct a hand signing-language lesson
and the "students" were our intructors

thrid and last dae wa finally can sign the song le
wat great fun
it was so memorable damn nice sia everyone the performance and the senoirs a.k.a instructors performance were damn nice haha
then as usual photo session and it was otot to go home

*I SURVIVED 72 HOURS OF SIGNING*

2009-09-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

been blog hopppin and saw this

2009-09-21T19:58:00.001-07:00

2009-09-21T19:26:00.000-07:00

selamat hari raya to all muslims hu are celebrating this festive dae

this year EX-4E5 yuhuians went to ms shamsia's hse to celebrate hari raya

so FUN~~~

haha long time nv see ms shamsia suddenly feel that i sort of miss her teachings LOL

as usual the guests arrived-> us and the host -> ms shamsia

quickly brought out all the goodies for us to eat

the funny thing was she took the goodies out from a room which we tot was her bedroom LOL

the more funny thing was we went to her hse to watch the encore of the match manU V.S. man CITY

it was an enjoyable dae cause can see some of the old sec frenz

and i just found out tat my GPA was one of the lowest among them omg how can that be~~~

2009-09-13T19:03:00.001-07:00

after a long and tiring week i can finally sit down and take some rest
didnt noe promoter at comex show was so DAMNMNMN but was somewat fun cause got alot of people working with you and can make new frenz with them moreover they all very nice nice the is see how you treat them they will treat you the same
the people going for the comex show oso damn funny sia
esp when i promote my company;s product to them their face damn funny makes me want to laugh
it was worth workin at the comex show
i even met a few peeps from ngee ann poly

2009-09-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

todae was such a great dae
finally got something to do during holidaes
todae went for job training as a promotor at comex show
the thing was like so "scary"
the peeps there n the guy tat teaches us is like very "scary"
the place which they the office is at is also so secluded
then me and ron is like thinking whether want to go a not
moreoever the building is damn run down the la the staircase is the same as those in horror movie -> very dark, tiles broken, walls stained
LOL
but overall was ok at least learn some things on how to promote items and oso present myself to others
which is gooooDD~

tmr going to meet another guy for another job hope get both jobs *fingers cross*

2009-09-03T08:51:00.000-07:00

haha finally update after so long
wa seh holidae start liao and one wk of the holildae is like going to "fly" off so fast
just hope tat it past faster then i can go work
luckily found three part time jobs if not i am so going to slack at home and my temper is going to shoot sky rocket
recently see so many peeps getting work so envy them as they can work with their frenz sianz
hope that this coming comex show job will be fun lucky got Ron pei me to work if not i think i will be damn bored good luck peeps who are working and enjoy your holidaes

may my aunt rest in peace

2009-08-30T19:04:00.000-07:00

2009-08-30T18:55:00.000-07:00

Hapoy TeacHer ‘ s Dae

so not happy lorrrr~ with so much work for the teachers to do how can they be happy
when they sae the best present is for us to get good grades and get into good sch
crap~
they really treat us like their child liao haha
totally no link the lorrr~

2009-08-29T07:19:00.001-07:00

2009-08-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

finally exams are over so damn shiok arrrrr~
ASTAT paper was as usual not that easy to do
had a few careless but hu caresssss~ nobody cares

as it was the last paper,
went to catch a movie at cck with manfred they all
LOL reach there but found out tat the movie we want to watch is at 4.50 while we reach the place at 12.30
wat the h...
need to wait for so damn long haha
i oso found out tat i was able to "hang out" at an arcade for so long about 4 hours
all becos of the stupid movie "G.I.Joe"
but luckily the movie was quite awesome

was supposedly to meet another grp of frenz to watch yet another show but in the end didnt cause i was not able to reach there due to the "G.I.Joe"
in the end went home to end and went to SGH to see my aunt
so long nv see her le
she is bed-ridden and hav fallen ill
it was the very first time i felt like i want to be a baby all again so taht i can cry my heartts out
my aunt look so ill just hope that she will be able to get well
at least be able to open her eyes to see all of us

we will root for you aunt jiayou~

2009-08-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

weee~ exams has just started and it is going to end LOL
and this is so damn good cause i hav one last exam paper to go and it is holidae for meeee~
haha
and teacher's dae is coming n wat the heck is with teachers' dae
wat is so special abt it ?
why is it so special ?
so many peeps are so excited over it and i just duno y

just hope that this last paper ASTATS is easy to do cause this i my worse module
*pray hard*

2009-08-19T17:49:00.000-07:00

真的对不起
我没想到你会被我的玩笑而哭泣
真的对不起
我只能跟你说这三个字
我希望你不会应此事而对我的看法有所改观

2009-08-14T06:29:00.001-07:00

yipEEE~! todae finally is the last dae of the so call semester cause next wk is "~study week~" haha
i gonna miss sch haha LOL
no more laughter no more fun no more stress until the exam wk
but at least got QLA my favourite module yipEEE~!

update on todae;s things
sch as usual with mr ho's class
wa todae like damn slack but oso quite fun casue he made us think all the qnses
wa i like ASTAT too haha justkiddin LOL
then it was break time
which we spent this time to eat plus plus to print our bca proj
wat the heck the thing damn roublesome
then our presentation was liek total crap but was damn fun sia haha
next break was spent on printing our bca proj AGAIN LOL
was like so stress la
cause it ate up our QLA time
which i am so sad boohoo~
haha
then as todae was the last dae of sch for this semester
so dom and i plus wanning and jovia decided to walk into QLA at the very last few minutes to see wat is bernard lee's reaction LOL
which turned out he has no expression
which mean he has a expressionless look LOL

2009-08-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

this video was damn funny haha
taken from my fren

2009-08-07T19:45:00.000-07:00

finally can get some rest after such a "hectic" week
from all the tests
i hope my hard work paid off for the ASTAT test
and i think i will do not that good for QLA ~AGAIN~ as expected
but hu cares liao wkend must relaxxx~~~

yesterdae was my cca-> Hi club closing ceremony so we had performance
which was damn F-U-N hahaha although i screwed up abit in the beggining
but heck care cause the whoole performance was damn good can! haha
all the performance was so cool
i nearly want to cry lorrrrr~
at the ending cause we hav finished our basic A classes
then duno will see each other again a not lorRRR~
so sadddd~

2009-08-03T05:12:00.000-07:00

haiz so damn sad
my aunt have fallen ill and is hospitalised
my sis is damn sad too cause she was the closes to her
then my aunt oso took care of us alotttttt~
she so suay lorrrr~
already got illnesses le
then nwo got more
i really hope she will get well
and hope that her condition will not worsen

get well soon aunt
we will all pray for yo to recover
gambateh~

2009-07-31T05:11:00.000-07:00

OMG my hi performance is getting near
it is round the block liao
haha
so nervous "dragonfly floating in my stomach"

moreover our class i think is the smallest with the least number of boys
duno will maluu a not
hope not
haha

so lookin forward to HI club"s camp haha it is going to be FUNnnnn~

2009-07-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

wow
todae finally can relax abit liao
cause todae i finally finished my IS-commt formal presentation liao
woohoo!!~~~
so great
todae i lucky no "mood swing" ar
if not eliza, fit zhi ling and shifu wont eat with me the lorrrrr~
haha they scared of me
i todae like quite good mood
firstly is cause i so call finished my commt liao secondly cause the teach(ms sharon) did not "shoot" us too much LOL

damn tired sia yesterdae stayed up to do the presentation
until 1 plus then slp todae still need so early wake up
haiz
jiu laing ge sianzzzzz

2009-07-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

BF!
QLA!
BIZCA!
EIS!
COMMT! spells f=u=c=k=u
more and more things are piling up
stressed
but i still think LMGT quite slack leh
haha

todae 25/07/09 meet up to study
but in the end did nth productive
haha
but the most funny part was
when the three of us benson, dominic and me went into GIANT to shop, literally shop-ed but haha we talked all abt food, cooking
then i started touching things
touch-ed and that was when things got funny
ROFL
cause benson and dominic started touching as well
but dun want to elaborate too much
cause later some black belt guy come sisscors kick me LOL

*i will be happi as long as i see your smile, i love you*

2009-07-22T04:57:00.000-07:00

todae classes was boringggg~
exact QLA tutorial cause QLA is funnnn~!
but the QLA the tutorial really challengin sia
but i will take up any challenges that comes my way

todae i was totally late for sch sia duno y
must be due to my luck todae damn bad luck
must be due to the full solar eclipse haha
i wake up to watch the program on chn U
one i a hundred or two hundred years leh of course must see la

as usual mrs law let us go off early which was good
total random-ness LOL

three daes after the "incident" i can do it
i can forget her in less than 2 weeks
i can do it

“事情如果那么简单就好了
想让自己不见
人类如果么有心胀那就好了
受伤不会留血
悲伤也不会留泪”

2009-07-20T02:48:00.000-07:00

this song i take from my fren

a very nice song by xiao gui

sry it is a chinese song

2009-07-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

what a funny pic LOL

2009-07-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

how it feels.....

to be strip off the ability to love

to love someone you are deeply in love with

it must hurt alot

but for now i really hope that i was stirp-ed off of this ability

it really sux

to be in love with someone while that person is happily in love with someone else

i totally gives up

i am totally beaten before i even stepped into the fighting ring

i was being hit right in the face by reality

this sux

if onli i could really get rid of the ability to love someone

2009-07-17T07:03:00.000-07:00

found this poem in the newspaper found it very touching
here goes:

“望着爱看台湾偶像剧的泥，有意股冲动，想把带到亚洲最高处-----台北101，插下101只蜡烛，放101个爱心气球。或许有101对眼晴盯注我们，也许有101种"noise"，但只想以我慢慢特101个"tong"惜你的理由，轻轻在你耳边说“我爱你宝贝，嫁给我hao ma?

by 汪世义

such a touching poem